Double Frap <3

I’ve been only eating 1500 calories a day since Wednesday and it’s now Sunday.
I honestly don’t feel like anything’s working.
Every time I don’t get my results when I want them, I get very discouraged and break  my diet.
Why can’t I have self control like every other person in the world? 

Fucking teenagers are so goddamn immature!
Me and my husband were dating over a year before we got married.
We also have two kids.
We were friends since we were nine and we’re now 18.
We became best friends before we even thought about a relationship.
We lived together and got to know each other on a deeper level so we could figure out if this was right.
We talked about our future. NOT our “fantasy future”, our realistic future.
Finances, careers, timelines, etc.

My husband’s goddamn siblings are the most immature people I think I’ve ever met.
My brother in-law is seventeen and started dating this girl on May 29.
A week into their relationship, she fucked him.
Week after that, she wanted to have his baby so they started having unprotected sex. (Thank god she ended up not being pregnant)
Barely together a month, he proposes to her.

Now onto my sister in-law.
She’s fucking sixteen and she’s engaged! WTF?!
She hasn’t even been together with this kid for a year solid.
He talked so much shit about her, degrading her, and having no respect for her.
Every time they would break up, they both would go fuck other guys.
Oh, did I mention he’s cheated on her numerous times?
Every month she says, “Oh I think I’m pregnant”.
But now they’re trying to have a baby. 
Like wtf?!
She’s not even a junior yet!

They both just got kicked out and were both put into foster care.
My brother in-law went to go stay with my husband’s old mentor, while my sister in-law is in a FOSTER HOME.
Great place to raise a baby right?
Not to mention neither of these kids have any income whatsoever. 
AND my sister in-law has before asked me and MY husband to take care of her baby (she thought she was pregnant at the time).
Excuse me, but I have two kids of my own and I’m going to school to get a career.
If you guys wanna have a baby and think you guys are so mature, fucking take care of your own kids.

Ever since I got married, his brother and his sister are now both “engaged”.
I’m so disappointed in these kids that it sickens me.
Fuck my mother-fucking life.